Main Haar Gyi

Pahle kahin siskati thi main andhero me,
Ab ujale bhi nahi mere to kahun ki main haar gyi.
Shokh se dekhe jamana, tamasha-e-aabru-e-aurat,
Khud ko har dafa jalakar kahun ki main haar gyi.
 
Koi bataye ki soun kaise jab sapno se hi dar lagta hai,
Parayo se to darungi hi jab apno se hi dar lagta hai.
Wo bekhauf uski nazrein mere badan ko cheer deti hai,
Wo bad uski neeyat mujhe belibaz kar deti hai.
 
Phir us mod se aaj jaleel hokar nikli hun,
Mujhe chhor do papiyo main to abhi bachchi hun.
Apni chunar lapet kar baithi hun kone me,
Us chunar se khud ko harakar kahun ki main haar gyi.
 
Haan main haar gyi, duniya ke un jhuthe ilzamo se,
Haan main haar gyi, dard dene wale un haiwano se.
Par esa kyun ho, aakhir meri khataa kya hai,
Main itna tadpi hun to un darindo ki sajaa kya hai.
 
Nahin mujhe kisi ki ab yahan darkaar hai,
Nahin mujhe kisi se insaaf ka intzar hai.
Krodh ki agni se mujhe bagavat ki mashal jalani hogi,
Jamane se ladne ko phir jagani ek mardani hogi.
 
Khoon se sani chunar mera kavach ban jayegi,
Meri aankho ki jwala ik sooraj ban jayegi.
Darti thi jisse kabhi ab na wo andhera hoga,
Ye raat to dhalegi magar mujhme sadaa savera hoga.
 
Khuda teri reet hai dharm-adharam ki,
Teri jagah is bar main wo reet nibhaungi.
Chahe kal main haar gyi thi,
Lekin aaj main jeet jaungi, aaj main jeet jaungi.

​#arshaikhpoetry

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